It dawned on me on Sunday, the day of Jim's funeral, that the world as we know it won't be the same ever again. The weight of getting through each day felt a little overwhelming. Before, I just wanted everything to get back to "normal", whatever that is, and then when all of the funeral planning was over, and I caught a glimpse that normal is over, it was a bit frightening.
My very analytical brain wants a book on grief and loss to help me anticipate and learn to adjust to our new normal. It is hard when your husband is broken. I know we will put him back together again but still hard.
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